Today Im Greatful For...

An amazing blogger friend Jessica who is sending me lots of positive thoughts and keeping me in her prayers through this difficult time : )

My family...backing me on my decision and trying to help me move on with my life. That and helping me start off in the right direction and just being down right crazy lol!

My crazy friend BLT for calling me and talking to me about fashion choices.... i never knew there was so much to think about. Such as a fingernail polish going with a shirt? and if she wears blue on her toes and pink on her fingers its going to remind a guy of cotton candy? The crazy times we have had and more to come.

Today has been a difficult day. Me and Ryan still aren't getting along to well. We are tyring to sort through who gets what and so on and thats not easy. Im planning on moving back in with my parents within the next two weeks. The only thing i can do from here is go up and this is my plan so far...

1. Finally get my GED since i have nothing holding me back.
2. Get my license
3. Get a job again
4. Get a car (i really dont want to drive my moms mini van lol)
5. Go to college and graduate

Ill update more as i go but those are my most important things right now outside of the healing process which will probably consist of lots of starbucks, late night talks with my BFF and lots and lots of girl time :)

Let the healing begin!